| Location | St Teath Cornwall |
| Age | 53 years |
| Cause of Death | Brain Haemorrage |
| Date of Birth | 15/09/1956 |
| Date of Death | 29/01/2010 |
| Visitors | 508 since 01/03/2010 |
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our dear jayne was took away from us to soon she was a lovely person and had a great impact on all our lives she was fun to be with bubbly personality she worked hard and loved to help people she raised money for charity by absailing down a mountain amoung other things she will be missed by everyone who knew her our lives will never be the same without het R I P JAYNE WE LOVE YOU XXX
thinking of you
memories of you make me cry that we never said goodbye
people like you are hard to find thinking of people you left behind
in your eyes you had a spark on this earth you left your mark
nobody could take your place or ever fill your space
R.I.P our dear jayne untill we meet again love liz xx
jayne
its 2 years today when the awful news came and a nightmare of the week ahead we all miss you so much i still have to pinch myself sometimes i think oh al phone jayne
what i would give to hear your voice and see that amazing smile you were an insperation to us all and feel very privilaged to have had you in my life sweet dreams love you xxx
Two whole years
Its been two years since I last saw your smile, heard your voice or felt your soft touch as you hugged me. Two whole years since you popped in from work and chatted about your day. Where has that time gone?
So much time has passed me by, and so many changes have happened, some good, some bad, but all of them changes that we should have been dealing with TOGETHER and all of them missing your input, guideance and occasional correction.
I have an amazing partner who has become my "deal with together" I have an amazing family in the North East and amazing children, but none of them, try as they might, seem to have the same effect as you would when you spoke to me and tried to guide me through tough times.
I was told that this pain would ease with time, but as far as i can see that is not the case, I just keep inventing new ways of dealing with it and hiding from the World just how much it all still hurts. I would not wish this pain on my worst enemy.
I am thankful for one thing, That I had the chance to tell you "I love you" before you left this Earth, as i lay with my head on your chest in the ICU in Treliske listening to your final breaths and your heart beat slowly diminishing to nothing i spoke to you as though you could hear me, never knowing if that was the case or not. I still speak to you now, especially at night when all is silent and I lay on my own, thinking of you, wondering where you are, what you are doing, and if you are near me. When I do sleep, I dream of you. My dreams of you are so real, you speak to me and hold me; I wake many mornings filled with complete happiness, convinced that you are still here, and that awful week two years ago was just a terrible nightmare, this flicker of happiness is soon stamped on when the realisation that dialing your phone number will no longer have your soft voice to answer it at the other end. THAT is the worst feeling of all, its like teasing a child with its favoiurite teddy, only to snatch it away and hide it until the cruel trick is set to be played again.
There are thousands of things that I miss about you, but mostly your smile and your ability to look at everything from a sunny perspective, never judging any one, never holding a grudge. I take these qualities and try to use them myself although sometimes there is a little too much of my father in me!
I would give anything to just spend one more hour with you, to laugh with you, talk with you, share that cup of coffee on a sunday morning, whilst we sat in the sun at John's over looking the village together. I would give anything to just kiss you goodbye once more, and smell your purfume. This I know is not something I can have, but I pray for the day when we can finally meet again, once my job on this earth is complete. That day will never be too soon for me, yet I still have a purpose here, to protect and raise my children, to be a partner to Rich and cure a few more of lifes little problems.
You are still my inspiration to push on through the tough times, I love you more than any tribute will ever convey, and I miss you more than I ever thought I could, I am so proud you are MY MUM. my hero. love you. xxxxxx
Hi mum, its a few days before your birthday and I realise once again quite how much I miss you. Whilst tidying up the house this evening, I came accross the memories box which I hold for you. It contains all the beautiful letters and cards your friends sent when you left us. I am now evidently a snotty blubbering mess! some made me smile, some made me sob but most of all they all made me remember us together. Many times in the recent years it was you and me against the world. Girls together. we would be just damn fine on our own! God I miss that, miss your smile, your laugh and your hugs. You will be pleased to know that the businesses are holding well, we have some fantastic staff and we have become a strong team, keeping everything going. I hope you will be very proud. John, Nanny and I are going to one of your more favoured restaraunts on your birthday, to celebrate for you. - Lanteglos. John's words were, "Emmah, I will drive to Lanteglos, but I WILL have a fair few to drink so we will get a taxi home!" Im sure that remark made you smile when you heard it. I am however, driving all of us. Nanny is still putting on a brave face, she's still giving me regular drip fed grief so she's fairing up. I'm trying to look after her, unfortunately she is as stubborn as always. She does seem to have adopted John though. Poor man!.
I miss you so much mum, but am trying to be positive and keep smiling as you would. you are a hard act to follow in so many ways. xx
As you may or may not know I had a reading a few weeks ago, however it seemed wrong that I was talking about and to you through a medium, it's supposed to be us going together and comparing notes. I found pictures of us in NYC last week, made me smile, but similarly, made me cry. however, good times.xx
Liz is being an absolute angel to me, and we talk regularly either via facebook or telephone. Kevin comes round just as I am sobbing like a baby, this is good timing, as his lack of common sense results in me laughing AT him, and thouroughly cheers me up. He's glad to be of service. He's been a rock too. Another one of life's angels. I wish so hard that I could hug you again, I dream of you regularly, as clear as day, then when I awake I have a mixed feeling of sadness and happiness. Sadness because I realise it was just a dream, but a glimmer of a smile appears as I always dream of happy times with you.
In my reading, my medium said that you visit the children regularly and that is comforting to me, as it means that you are in the house with me more often than i realise. I always carry you with me in my heart every minute of everyday. Lewis Tolputt has commented that I have so many similarities to you. He has become one of my closest friends, and I trust him whole heartedly. We have coffee on a regular basis, and I am so proud to call him my friend. I am going to say good bye for now, but will speak to you as I do everyday. Love you so much Mum, please continue to shine as you always have and be my guiding light and inspiration, not just for me but Eb's and Tommi. There are so many who miss you in their own way, and I feel that my strength will help all those around me, as yours hepled me so often. Sweet dreams Mum, Thank you for staying with me as you always promised you would. Love you always. good night. xxxxxxx
well jayne its been 5 months now and theres never a day goes by when i dont think of you i can be in the middle of doing somthing then you will come into my mind i still have to stop and think we all miss you more than ever and always will i miss our chats on the phone and miss seeing you when we visit cornwall we will try to get there as much as we can to see emma and eboni tommi and john i know everyone in the village misses you so much god bless love you liz xxx
miss you mum.
Mum, you are still my sunshine and my inspiration in life. i still think of coming home after a crappy day at work and ranting to you about that one arse of a patient who is a SFN patient!!. if a car pulls up outside before 8 in the morning i still think it could be you coming to pick up the redruth jobs. Although your not here in person, I know that everytime i think of you its coz you're stood beside me whispering in my ear, still guiding me and watching me at every step. and I hope i'm getting it right. I am trying mum, I have big shoes to fill! you are one helluva woman!! small as you may be you have made an enourmous impact on everyone you met. I am so proud to call you mum and I miss you so much you wouldn't beleive. please keep whispering in my ear and guiding me in the right direction I do still need you and wish I could hug you one last time. I miss our shopping trips to truro and Plymouth. I miss you organising me believe it or not! I miss your infuriating habit of jumping in and talking over the top of me before i finish what i'm trying to say usually resulting in you getting the wrong end of the stick!! I miss the sound of your laughter and the way your hugs were so warm and i felt so safe when you cuddled me. I could go on for hours with all the things I miss about you, but I have two shops to run so haven't got the time!! In fact, I am amazed at how you fitted all you did into a single day. I am only doing the shops and seeing to the kids and I'm knackered! let alone the abseiling, sky diving, minibus comittee, lights, DDG Drama....and the list goes on. You are a truly amazing person and whoever you are sharing a cloud with should be damn Priviledged! Love you mum. Miss you more than you'll ever know. xxxxxxxxx
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